Tuesday, 7 March 2017

A SPERM TO HIS RAPIST FATHER


A SPERM TO HIS RAPIST FATHER


Many unlike me
Proudly, enter into the vagina
When release from the penis.
A fraction of your manhood
To many, we're genies.


People celebrate their fusion
Happily implant them
And eagerly wait for the parturition. 
You threw me coercively
Though I was reluctant
I had no option.
My mother  
Dreaded my insertion.

Fusion, she didn't expect.
For I belonged to someone
She didn't select.


I entered
As if I was a thief.
Even to the dying ovum
I wasn't a relief.
She loathed me like shit
I shamed her womb
And cursed me when
It grew into a tomb.


Perpetually, she weeps
Ever since you 
Threw me here.
I longed for existence,
Not, to be unwanted I swear.


I feel like an orphan
Though I have
Mommy and Daddy to call.
Raindrops never lament
When, from clouds, they fall.


I am a curse
I am your sin.
Maybe, she'd throw me
Into a bin.


You chose me
For your lust.
What a wanton disregard
A shiny dime in the dust.


You won't give me
Your name.
I am your child
Would you ever claim?


Celebrity in his own right
Proud crawler is a sperm.
You fell from grace
And made me a
Filthy worm.


I wish I'd died too
Like my siblings.
Better to perish
Faceless and nameless
Than to born by swindling.

6 comments:

  1. Nothing can define the feeling of two people - unwanted child and abuse victim so perfectly than this masterpiece 👌

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    1. Many thanks, Vaishali. Humbled by your overwhelming response.

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  2. Agony of an unwanted child explained with sheer pain in your pen Gaurav.
    Good job.

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    1. Thank you so much, Rajeev Pundir sir.

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